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29 December 2007

"Yours And Mine": First Great Big Christmas Show Thoughts: New Music - Two Wonderful New Songs & A Cute Christmas Present Alan Isn't Going To Be Getting

Starting off with the sweet and silly:

When I was finishing up my Christmas shopping the other day, I came across this delightful little spoon and immediately thought of Alan And The Innocent Spoon.


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If ever there were a perfect little Christmas stocking-stuffer for Alan, this would have been it...if I hadn't wound up holding onto it myself (along with the matching fork, which reminds me of a shirt I saw that said Spooning Leads To Forking). Oh well, they do say  that it's the thought that counts the most when it comes to gifts, and the thought was definitely present and accounted for. I may be the one holding onto it, but it's already become Alan's Innocent Spoon to me.


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And moving along to the sweet and serious, no better place to start than with a few beautifully written lyric lines of a brand new song.


And all we'll remember,
A simple surrender
Just in time.
I wonder if you love me tonight
- "Tonight," Alan Doyle/GBS (not sure yet with either new song if they're written solely by Alan or collaborative efforts)



I really should have written these first thoughts about the Great Big Christmas Show when I got back last night; I had way much too much to drink (actually, not much at all by normal-person standards, but I am a lightweight little pansy of a drinker and should also know to be careful when I have not eaten), and I could have used intoxication as an excuse for whatever I wound up saying. Now it's the stone-cold-sober (if still just a bit queasy) morning-after, bright and sunny again now that the storm has faded away, with not a single culpability-shifting excuse in sight. I am going to have to take full responsibility for whatever I say now.

I can live with that.

The GBS Great Big Christmas Show at the Delta last night was mostly about having a fun time with all of those who were willing to brave the bad weather and worse streets. Fun it was - it was difficult not to laugh each time I looked at Sean, who was filled to the brim with holiday cheer - and I have my usual quota of photos and videos of and comments about some of that fun and good cheer, which I will put up here eventually, probably fairly soon, but just not on a morning-after sort of day I don't think. No, for the morning-after day, I think I'll just injudiciously pour my heart out instead. That, and put up a few video download links for the brand new GBS songs, which might also be injudicious but I don't think I'm going to have any more success deciding against doing the one than I'll have deciding against doing the other. And not a drop of alcohol handy for the blaming.

Once more, then, unto the breach, dear friend. I'm not sure if it's alright to put these up since they are brand new songs, probably still being worked out for performance mode and the capabilities of my little camera do not come near doing justice to the sound. Though I am sure these songs will be YouTubed by others soon enough with even lower-quality results, regardless of whatever I do. Still, I am not sure, which seems somewhat of a constant state these days. There are so many things that I am not sure of and do not understand, so much so that all I can do is work my slow and stumbling (and occasionally mouthy) way to accepting those things even without understanding them, and then to hold on tight to what is wonderful and to what I love. Both of these songs have already claimed their rightful places among the Wonderful and the Loved. Of this, I am most definitely sure.


Tonight, Alan Doyle/Great Big Sea, Great Big Christmas Show, Delta Ballroom St. John's, 2007  (249 MB, End Of 7 Joys Of Mary as Intro)


Oh Yeah!, Alan Doyle/Great Big Sea, Great Big Christmas Show, Delta Ballroom, St. John's, 2007   (120 MB)


If it's wrong to put these links up, I'll have to hope that I woke up today safe in Alan's Kingdon, all sins forgiven and all consciences clear. Not having a heavy head would be just fine with ne too. Now all I need are directions to the hotel.



We got to the Delta early for two reasons: To eat supper - which did not happen because of the nonexistent table service at Mickey Quinn's, hence the post-show intoxication - and to see if we might perhaps hear sound check. That one did happen, and what an amazing sound check it was: from the first few strums, it was clearly a new song to start out with, and when Alan began singing the lyrics of Tonight, it was even more clear that this was going to be another one of his straight-through-the-heart songs that carry the full and piercing power of emotional honesty coupled with skilled craft.

There are moments you realise are going to be unforgettable while that moment is still taking place, and this was one such moment, much like others that have now become dear memories. I never hear Walk On The Moon without thinking about standing next to that tiny stage in New Orlean's Parish on a rainy night, and Weight Of A Man will always take me me back to the Burt on a sunny winter's day in Winnipeg; Something Beautiful and When I Am King both bring to mind a Songwriters' Circle at the NAC in Ottawa's spring, and Where I Belong, assuming I eventually have the chance to hear it again, is going to remind me of the encore of a spring tour-opening night in Kalamazoo.

Tonight will bring to mind an indelible memory of a snowy, windy, rainy holiday evening at the Delta in St. John's, a double memory of the time I heard and saw this song during the main show and likely even more so the time a few hours earlier when I first heard it, when it first cut its way straight through my heart, standing out in the Delta hallway, listening and watching through the small opening between the closed doors while Alan sang. Standing there and seeing the same songwriter, hearing the words of the same man, I saw on television six years ago, still to this day a bit disconcerted about the way those years have again and again revealed the man as being all of what I immediately believed him to be that very first time I saw him, with nothing more to go on than a handful of his songs and how he performed them, and perhaps that blush after his "four Alan Doyle arms" witticism too.

It was enough; it might be the single most perceptive judgement call I'll ever make in my life. Listening to this newest song, watching him perform it, I was wondering if it had been instinct or hunch or maybe even a purely lucky guess that caused me to recognise him six years ago. And I was wondering most of all how any person being asked the question in the song he was singing tonight could possibly have any answer for him other than "Yes," a "Yes" for each and every Tonight.

And then after a bit of technical discussion back and forth about how to play and when to do the songs, they all started into Oh Yeah, and the more I listened, the wider my eyes got and the farther my jaw dropped. The same effect would be widepsread throughout the ballroom crowd when GBS came out and plunged into this song for their first encore. When Alan said "unlike anything we've ever done" about some of the songs on the new CD, I think he might have been talking about this song, assuming it winds up on the new CD. Wherever Oh Yeah winds up, it is indeed unlike anything Great Big Sea has ever done....and it is absolutely and unequivocaly marvellous - eye-opening, jaw-dropping, arse-kicking, heart-pounding marvellous. It shakes, rattles and rolls me in all the right places, and I know some others who are going to be shaking, rattling, and rolling in exactly the same right places.

So the combined result of the two new songs left me dazed and amazed with an achingly tender heart. Now that is truly excellent songwriting. More and more, this CD is looking to be something very special, whichever of these songs winds up on it, and more and more I am thinking it might be true that the best is yet to be. I hope so. I can't think of anyone else I'd rather see that happen to. That is the gift I hope the most does get given, for each and every Christmas that lies ahead.

All this, and what Alan said was considerably more than $50,000 raised in support of Daffodil Place. These are the among those things that do make sense, the things to hold on tight to and be sure of. Along with an Innocent Spoon and a six-years-tested-and--proved moment of impeccable judgement. The Wonderful and the Loved; plenty of both to keep my hands full.

I have more videos - a few little Christmas carol singalongs, a really cute Excursion, an as-always glorious Straight To Hell - and of course pictures, set list, etc, and some shots and words about The Novaks - who played a good opening set and made a few of the funniest comments of the evening - as well. All these things soon enough; for now, since we've gone past the morning-after and are presently sliding into the afternoon-after, I'm thinking a nap might be a wise choice.

Before that though, perhaps one more viewing of the Tonight video, and one more time for this too, before all the talk turns to celebrations of the New Year:

Happy Christmas, again - with love, again.

27 December 2007

"The Dreams Are All The Same" Part Three - The Shantyman & The Songwriter, Music Of First Choice & GBS Grey Cup Show Photos & Videos

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The first time I saw Great Big Sea live, I went to that show not all sure what to expect. Six months had passed since Alan had caught my full attention with his songs on the CBC Songwriters' Circle television broadcast, and during those months I had discovered that there were no "Alan Doyle" CDs to be found anywhere at all (a truly unfortunate circumstance which is still awaiting a much-needed correction), and that the only recorded GBS music available in my area - and precious little of it at that - was to be found at the library. I'd listened to Lukaloney off Fire In The Kitchen, and had been less than thrilled; it was very good for what it was, but it was not the songs I had heard on that CBC program. Those songs were my music of first choice, and this was not.

Then we found the local library's sole copy of Rant & Roar, and I handed it off to David to listen to in the car because, frankly, I was reluctant to listen to it, afraid that it would be full of more songs that were not at all like those four songs of Alan's that had so impressed me. So I let someone who knows very well what kind of music I choose first "pre-listen" to the R&R CD for me, and I waited to see what he thought about it all.

He loved it, all of it. He went on and on about the REM cover that turned the prententious tune upside down and inside out on itself and also about another cover by some other band (we'd never heard of Oysterband at that time) that had interesting lyrics, all of which sounded promising,; it sounded even more promising when he said there were several original tunes on R&R by "that new songwriter guy you like so much" that he was sure I was going to love (he was quite right about that) and an original by another songwriter in the band that he was sure I'd like too (right again). He told me there was lots of accordion on the CD, knowing how much I've always liked that instrument. He was working quite hard to sell me on the CD, which told me for sure there was also something on the CD he was pretty sure I wasn't going to like all that much.

So what's there that I won't like?, I asked him outright. He hemmed and hawed a bit and then said he wasn't sure because the music was so different from much of anything else either of us had heard. He came out with descriptions of a couple of "Irish-sounding drinking songs" that told funny stories and what he called "a really cool a cappella tune about burying some guy who sounds like he'd been an asshole" and then a song about some fellow who has to marry a girl he fooled around with and who might have been doing the same with the girl's mother. Oh yeah, a  folk song about some guy with a green boat and a dead wife. He was pretty sure I'd like that one. By now he was very keen to go see this band live.

By now I'd also discovered the GBS website, as well as the GBS message board. This was my first time bothering with a fan board, and while I wasn't particularly impressed with what read like the bickering and posturing of a pack of self-absorbed adolescents, one fundamental message I was able to discern from the fans posting there was how powerful and impressive this band was live. I really, really wanted to like GBS - most of all, I wanted for there to be much more of those same wonderful songs from "that new songwriter guy I liked so much" -  so I decided to wait before listening to any more of their music, to wait and hear it done live, the way most people were saying was the best way to hear it for the first time. Which was at the Bumbershoot show.

In the long run, it was a smart decision. There were some songs they did at that show - Fast As I Can in particular...Goin' Up, Boston, Feel It Turn, and Sea Of No Cares too (as highly as I have come to think of some of the trad songs, it has always been and will always be Great Big Sea's original tunes that I love best of all) - that I would have loved anywhere I heard them for the first time, no differences at all between live or recorded. And I did hear two of the four songs that had first caught my attention on television performed live at Bumbershoot too, though it would be a very long wait before hearing the other two again. And I fell in love with Lukey right on the spot, at th exact moment I first realised what was actually going on in the song that was being sung so sweetly by that new songwriter guy I liked so much. But for some of the other songs - the ones that were furthest removed from the kind of music I most often chose to listen to - having the first time be live was a good call because they are songs which derive so much of their life and energy from that live performance.

I think if I had heard Paddy Murphy for the first time on CD or on the radio, I'd have thought it a clever and amusing tune that was not particularly suited to my own personal musical tastes; seeing and hearing it instead for the first time live - and now that I think about it, nearly every time I have ever seen/heard this song (which is quite a few times), it has been live - gave me a chance to "meet" the song in its most natural (and powerful) form, a bit like when you first meet a person while that person is doing something he or she is really good and and confident about doing...you are seeing them for the first time at their very best. I have a distinct and lasting memory of watching Sean grinning at the crowd while people sang along to Paddy Murphy and thinking that while this was not what I usually thought of as "my music," it certainly had a lot going for it.

The fellow who was next to us at the Bumbershoot show had been going on and on about how much he wanted them to do General Taylor, which was, David explained to me, the a cappella song he'd told me about. You're going to love it, the fellow kept telling me. When Sean began to sing GT, the hush began with that tightly packed little clump of fans right up at the edge of the stage and it gradually swept back through the larger crowd like a tide, an awed hush that passed over and beyond us as their combined voices soared up into a star-filled Seattle summer night. I did love it - what I loved was that feeling of awe in the crowd all around me, the sudden intake of breath and the subesquent hush; to this day, even with as many times as I have seen GT done live, being in the midst of the awestruck response that spreads steadily through a crowd, feeling the power of the song and its performance moving inexorably through that crowd, hearing Sean and the rest of them perform General Taylor for the first time is still a thrill.

But the number of times I have seen General Taylor (or Paddy Murphy, or Lukey, or so many others) performed isn't even a blip on the screen compared to how many times he and they have performed it. Not too long ago, a local fellow was telling me about how he saw Sean McCann singing General Taylor at the Sundance back when Sean was barely out of high school, and it made me wonder just how many thousands of times he's performed that song for how many thousands of audiences. Since the majority of GBS's trad tunes - in particular the trad tunes that are most likely to be expected, at times even demanded, by GBS's audiences - are performed by Sean, I wonder sometimes if he's getting the chance to perform the songs he most wants to perform. I hope so. Sean has so many of his own original tunes that are so good - songs I really miss hearing him do or would love to hear him do (such as Widow In The Window and Love and Something To It and My Apology and Somedays and of course Summer, and I am never going to forget the sole and single time I got to hear him do Marguarita), probably even more tunes that have never had their public chance yet, much the same as is true for Alan. I hope he gets to be as much of the Songwriter as the Shantyman as he prefers, in whatever measures suit him best.

What Sean does is done so well - and in the following batch of photos it can be seen just how well he once again did with his customary turns at Paddy Murphy and General Taylor - that it makes me hope all the more that he has the same chance I am always hoping that Alan gets: The chance to do exactly and all of the things he wants the most to be doing. If he is doing that - if they are all doing that - then beyond a bit of doubt, I will be listening the music of my first choice.


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An excellent and expressive Paddy Murphy by Sean.

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There are times Sean's expressions fascinate me, a whole story told in a heartbeat with one fleeting glance. Here, I wish I knew just who was on the receiving end of this look, and what it is that person was doing at this particular moment.Greycup66b


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A view so gorgeous that I could not choose between the two edit options. Twice is better than once; if I had a third edit option, that would be here too...because three times is better than twice.  And so on. This photo is one of several from this show that would have made spectacular Sheilagh O'Leary-style pictures, minus the pesky, interfering garments, of course.Greycup68a


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There is so much that is right (and lovely) in this photo - the final "...Died!" at the end of Paddy Murphy - that it seems a shame to waste any more time at all with words when that time could be better spent admiring. Although I could  once again whisper with quiet insistence, "Sheilagh O'Leary." Greycup70




Next up was a sizzling When I Am King, which got quite the crowd singalong too. Alan played his lead solo right into the camera for the big screens on either side of the stage; I could only manage a few peeks while still trying to hold my own camera steady, but what I saw looked marvellous.


When I Am King, Alan Doyle/Great Big Sea, Grey Cup Festival Show, Nov. 2007     (145 MB)


Many thanks to Lisa for lett ing me use these three WIAK photos she took, since my hands were full with the video,

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Two versions of that delightfully brassy Penelope, from pretty much the same viewpoint (Patrick Boyle was behind Alan's mic for both of us, unfortunately). But it was all so cute and so much fun, it's worth multiple videos.


Penelope, Great Big Sea & Pat Boyle, Grey Cup Festival Show, Nov. 2007     (150 MB)


Penelope Again (Lisa's version), Great Big Sea & Pat Boyle, Grey Cup Festival Show, Nov. 2007    (335 MB)



And a few video frames (not photo quality, of course) from my Penelope video for those who can't/don't download for the full effect.

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As much as I did miss Alan's usual Penelope lead solos, I thought it was so sweet the way he backed all the way off and left centre stage all to Pat. Though I am still hoping they do it again, the next time as a trumpet/electric guitar lead duet.Greycuppenelope9


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While Alan is singing away, Pat's tossing a ball back into the crowd.Greycuppenelope14


Pat looks like he's having a good laugh with the crowd, but now that Alan's got his Adorably Cute Rock Star Guitar Lip going, I wasn't really noticing much else besides that pouty lip. Greycuppenelope15 



All of the rest of these are from what was a remarkable General Taylor, one that was large enough to fill that cavern of a room and command the attention of those thousands of people. It was a General Taylor  that both hushed the crowd during the verses and also one that marked the final end of the embattled VIP-area floor, as people in the crowd began to stomp their feet in time as they sang along on the choruses.

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I love getting shots of Sean and Alan side by side during General Taylor: Alan is such a perfectly ambivalent picture of taking genuine pleasure in Sean's spotlight time while still finagling to get a bit of that same spotlight back on himself, all of which Sean is, of course, completely aware of. Watching these two longtime, perpetually competitve, dear friends dance this familiar dance is something I take genuine pleasure in. Sometimes, when the light is just right and my imagination is in a wandering mood, I can see the two of them years from now, dancing these same steps together, and that mental image never fails to  put both a lump in my throat and a smile on my face.

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I've been sitting here for 5 minutes trying to come up with a proper caption for this photo, but every time I give it another look, all my brain seems capable of coming up with is My God, he's gorgeous. It's either sit here all night looking - not the worst of all possible alternatives for how to spend an evening - or simply let go with what comes naturally...My God, he's gorgeous. Greycup78


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Here Alan leans out over the stage as he listens to the crowd singing.  Just a bit closer and I don't think I could have possibly managed to resist the overwhelming urge to reach up and give that gorgeous beard a gently approving tug. Greycup81


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I'd like to be able to say I know what comes next, but I really am not at all sure. The Great Big Christmas Show is tomorrow night, so maybe a  video clip or two from that, especially if they wind up doing something special for Christmas. I know some people are hoping they might go with the Mummers Song this year, which would certainly be cool, as would a reprise of Seven Joys Of Mary or perhaps some other Christmas tunes. As for me, I'll keep right on hoping for Where I Belong, however long I have to hope. I waited a very long time before I heard Walk On The Moon a second time; I will wait as long as need be for a second date with another great Alan Doyle song.

Though with how egregiously shitty the weather is today, perhaps the song of greatest hope that could be done would be for Sean to come out and sing a defiant version of Summer.

22 December 2007

"Please God, We Will See You Next Year" - Christmas Presents From GBS Christmases Past, Bob At His Best & Finding What Lies Beyond Deadlines


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Christmas here tends to be comprised of generous measures of celebration and contemplation, each aspect enriched by the other - a time for remembering who and what have gone before, a time for being thankful for all that is right about now, and a time for reaching out with hope for whatever might lie ahead. In the spirit of the "learning from the past to better understand the present" notion, I've been going through some old video files, sitting in front of the glowing laptop screen in an otherwise-dark room in a quiet house late at night, watching and listening to four painfully sweet boys singing and playing their way along the earlier paths of their Great Big Journey.

Most of these files are from long before I knew anything at all about Alan Doyle, or Great Big Sea, or Newfoundland, from back in what were my days of narrow boundaries and a well-protected heart and their days of expanding horizons and, my guess would be, hearts that were on occasion both battered and bruised. And on other occasions filled with hope for whatever might lie ahead.

It's been a long time since I watched these video files, and during the first viewing this time around my predominant thought was wishing I could have seen them then - especially that one there, the endearing boy with the eager smile and the determined eyes. By the second viewing, I had realised the truth at the heart of this matter...I see that boy all the time. He is still, and he will always be, the endearing boy with the eager smile and the determined eyes. I can add this to my list of what is right about now, and also to the one about hope for what lies ahead.



This being the official season for sharing, here are links to these videos. The first three are a decade old, and the format and quality are a bit archaic by current standards; each of these three are Real Player files. (If you don't have Real Player, it can be downloaded for free by following the link.) Yes, they are video files, despite their very small size, though they did not seem nearly so small when I originally downloaded them on my own archaic dialup connection back in 2002. My everlasting thanks to Mike Hayes, who played a pivotal role in making it possible for me to learn about GBS's present from GBS's past.


If MegaUpload is being pissy, just try again later.  I think it's a busy time of year for them too.


Mummers Song, Great Big Sea, Christmas In The Valley, 1997    (Real Player Video, 4 MB)


Seven Joys Of Mary, Great Big Sea, Christmas In The Valley, 1997     (Real Player Video, 3 MB)


One Star, Great Big Sea, Christmas In The Valley, 1997     (Real Player Video, 1 MB)



This fourth file is an enduring treasure, one that is especially poignant for me these days. It is either from 2000 or 2001, I am not entirely sure which, and it is very beautiful.

Alan Doyle does Robert Louis Stevenson's "Christmas At Sea,"  2001     (Windows Media Audio File, 2 MB)



And for good measure, here is my video of Seven Joys from GBS's Christmas show last year. 

Seven Joys Of Mary, Great Big Sea, Great Big Christmas Show, Delta Ballroom, St. John's, December 2006     (Quicktime Video, 130 MB)


See? There's that endearing boy, right there, front and centre in the spotlight - same eager smile, same determined eyes. There he is, right where he belongs.



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We learned how to stand on a stage and be unafraid, no matter who was in front of you. We learned how to keep going, even if everything broke, we forgot all the words, or we suddenly acquired a world-class case of hiccups. We learned how to play when we were exhausted, enraged, loaded, when we could not hear a thing, when there was no room, when all the strings were gone, when we had no monitors, when someone was leaning on you, shouting the wrong words in your ear, or when you were trying not to spew after an unwisely accepted triple shot of Black Sambuca. - Bob's journal entry, Dec. 22


Bob is at his best when he's thoughtful and reflective, and this journal entry he just put up is a prime example of that strength. What he's written here is intellectually interesting in its specfic details and quietly revealing in its general conclusions. It is writing that reminds me of a good photograph that keeps its main subject in sharp focus while also maintaning clarity in its depth of field, the background remaining tantalisingly visible as well.

I read Bob's words and I watch these old video files, and I think about how long a path it has been for these men over the course of the better part (and I am sure at times over the course of the worse part as well) of two decades. What they have experienced together - the ones who remain and the ones who are no longer present - and how those experiences have shaped them, individually and collectively, are something that can only really be known by the ones who have gone through/endured/delighted in/survived those experiences. For most of us, there are so few people who really know us, who really know not just who we are but why we are that person; while it is always a wonderful thing to encounter others who want to know us and accept us and love us as we are, still, the people who already possess that knowledge about us are priceless.

There are times that affection leads to the temptation of presumption, times that we - some of us, at least, since this is one of my own weaknesses - think we know more than we do about a person or a circumstance. For some reason I can't quite fathom yet, what Bob has written here is reminding me of a time I did just that, a time when I was convinced beyond doubt that both he and I had done harm to what I thought at the time was an innocent and unsuspecting young fan. I was very unkind, and, as I later learned when I discovered that all this "innocent and unsuspecting young fan" wanted was to suck herself up into Bob's good graces, even though that meant also sucking up to the other supposed adult who had most betrayed her trust...I was very wrong. I presumed, without context and without understanding, and I was wrong.  The being wrong is something from which I learned a valuable lesson - always a fundamental part of remembering who and what have gone before - though I still regret the unkindness.

As always, good writing touches the heart and awakens the mind. Bob did well with this piece on both fronts. But I sure do wish he'd told us if that crowd noticed they were getting Lukey every third song.



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My last few "contemplation" words before disappearing into the "celebration" aspect of Christmas. According to the post-counter on my blog, this is, a bit surprisingly to me, my 250th entry.  An arbitrary number, to be sure, but significant to me in that it is the arbitrary number I initially chose to be the outermost limit of how long I would keep this blog on the go. When I began here, I was very unsure about the notion of blogging in general - largely because most of the (admittedly few) blogs I'd read to that point were more or less glorified and relentlessly self-absorbed personal diaries - and setting this outermost limit, this "you don't have to go beyond this point" deadline, made it easier for me to begin and continue on with something I initially found quite intimidating.

I've spent much of my life setting simliar deadlines as a coping mechanism for getting through things that intimidate me, things that frighten me, things I don't understand, and most of all, things that hurt like hell. "You need to keep doing this for only _____ time; if it's still bad after that, then it's alright to walk away" has worked well enough for me in many past circumstances; if the hard times were easier by the time the deadline occurred, all was well; and even if things were just holding steady at "bearable," the deadline could always be re-set, the "way out" kept open and accessible. As long as I had an escape clause - a back door, as it were - I could face most anything. As coping mechanisms go, it was reasonably effective. And it was also, I suspect, a quintessentially Southern California - the place where "I'm outta here" should be the regional motto - type of attitude.

But I've spent a good deal of time in other places now, and one of those places in particular is bringing  about its own set of changes. These days I am finding my usual coping mechanism no longer works, its necessary component - an honest and genuine willingness to walk away at deadline's arrival - repeatedly compromised and undermined and now rendered totally ineffectual and utterly useless. Now I am here, and here is where I am going to stay, regardless of intimidation or fear or confusion or pain.

I've been wondering what life without the security of deadlines will be like, how one goes about dealing with what is always going to be there to be dealt with. What I've been thinking about these past few days are the stormiest fishing excursions I went out on with my Dad when I was little; a few times the heaving and the crashing of the sea got bad enough that they'd stick me in a life jacket and hook that jacket to a safety line on the boat so I wouldn't get swept overboard in the high seas. They called it a "lifeline".

I really do like the idea of trading in my deadlines for lifelines.


A Very Merry Christmas to you, with love,

Lynda

(I'll put up the next part of the Grey Cup show/photos before I leave Wednesday morning.)

20 December 2007

"The Dreams Are All The Same" Part Two - Alan Doyle's Greatest 'Lads' Weekend Out' & Grey Cup Show/Photos 2

Alan has an absolutely delightful new journal entry up as of yesterday afternoon. I just discovered it this morning, lovely discovery that it has been, and that's certainly altered my plans to wait another day or so before putting up the second batch of Grey Cup show photos. There is no waiting another day or so when it comes to Alan's journal entries, especially not with an entry that gives as much pleasure in the reading as this one does.



A bunch of us hung out on stage side, waiting for the cue.  Anne started with “I’ll always remember…”  When the second chorus came around, I did not hesitate for a second.  I went right to center stage and joined Nelly and Anne.  As the chorus repeated, Anne stepped back and gave me a nod and a gentle pat on the back.  I had to return the favour, so I nodded back in that, ‘nicely sung, we’re in this song together kind of way, and oh so respectfully patted he on the back gave her a quick but certain Newfoundland wink. 

I had laid my hands on the Grey Cup and Anne Murray in less than 24 hours.  Oh Canada.


I really like the man who wrote these words; I really like the man who wrote this entire entry - his eagerness and his foolishness, his air of humility and his attraction to front-and-centre spotlights, his raunchy humour and his incisive mind, his unspoiled sense of wonder and his stubborn passion for life...I really like this man. I've been reading his journal entries for more than five years now, and in that time he's turned his considerable (and steadily increasing) writing skills toward crafting entries that have been hilarious, entries that have been moving, and entries that have been enlightening, the very best of those entries revealing something fundamentally true about the Writer himself. This entry is all these things: amusing, endearing, illuminating, a wonderful read, and a word-perfect and true-to-heart evidentiary example of exactly why it is I really like this man. I really like how he slipped in the title of the song he and Anne and Nelly and the rest performed too. And of course he did not hesitate for a second when the second chorus came around; that very well might be the characteristic I like most of all about this man. 


There is so much to love about this journal entry that it's hard to pick just a few passages to quote here; I'm sorely tempted to cut and paste it all here and let excellent writing and endearing charm speak for themselves. But I want to be able to speak my own piece about that excellence and endearment too. So here are just a few examples of what's so right about Alan's writing.



Having kissed the grail and dodged a bullet, we four made our way into the late night of the Big Smoke.  What followed that evening were your typical happenings of a lads night on a tear.  We went directly form the Grey Cup Game to a late ceremony at a near by Holy House to confess our sins of deception to the higher powers on the altar before us.  One member of our congregation was so wracked with guilt, that he was almost drawn to a private confessional for an individual forgiveness session, as the general absolution would so clearly not provide him with the necessary relief.

Feeling much better, we left the Holy House, and went to a local library to read up on the classics as well as current events, followed by a relaxing session of Yoga.  Then we drifted off into a peaceful sleep at around 11pm.

That’s how I choose to remember it, anyway.


This is deliciously good writing. It's witty, it's sensual, and it's honest. And how can you not treasure a man who recognises, and writes about, the value of a relaxing session of Yoga in promoting a peaceful night's sleep at the end of a long hard day?



By midnight, I was spent, and wanted nothing more than a night in the bunk.  But there was a problem.  Half of our party, myself, Perry, Allan, were to stay in the big city for the Habs/Leafs game the next day and were eager to rest up for the big night.  Sean’s group were heading back home the next day and were eager to exorcize any demons they had left before heading back to their lives and responsibility. They were not about to let us wimp out.

So, Allan H bailed for his apartment and Perry and I had to get back to the hotel and in the room before the rowdy party noticed us missing.  We bolted well ahead of them and had a nice buffer to get us in bed.  So great was our lead that I got cocky and convinced Perry to nip into the 24hour Tim Horton’s for a sandwich.  He protested, convinced that this would get us caught, and worse again, the presence of the pansy late night snack would double our punishment.

He was right.

Just as we left Tim’s, Sean’s entire party took to frolicking in the main entrance of the Hotel.  We were shagged.  What to do?  We noticed the large revolving door and made a break for it.  We stood just outside the hotel and gestured to the partiers inside.  As they made their way towards us in one side of the revolving door coming out, we dove into the opposite side heading in. 

To a chorus of “Hey, where do you think you’re goings?” Perry and I ran through the lobby and up the steps to our floor.  We knew that by the time the revolving doors came around again, we could be out of sight.  We snuck from one hallway to another clutching our Tim’s Ham and Cheeses to our chests.  Two grown men like school boys on the pip.  Sad, but necessary and effective, maneuvering.  We made to the safety of our Suite, locked the door, and jammed a chair up against the door.

We were asleep in 20 minutes.


Granted, my own deep and abiding affection for the Fourteen-Year-Old Boy Inside The Man plays a role in how much I enjoy reading the words of the Writer who tells the tales of that Boy/Man so well, but this really is great storytelling. It's hilarious and it's real; it's a perfect description of this sweetly foolish pack of weekend adolescents. I especially love the "pansy late night snack".



Fresh as Daisy’s we, woke and gathered at the Air Canada Center for the Leafs and Habs morning skates.  A good man arranged for a few of us to attend this generally closed practice and warm up.  It was so cool to see the players just having fun on the ice.  Before any of the drills and set plays began, they just did their own thing.  Some shot pucks at targets, some skated backwards and forwards or in circles, while others just stretched.  All of them seemed to skate to a quiet part of the ice and take a moment or two to enjoy the emptiness of the massive rink. Perhaps they were reminding themselves that their decades of hard work had led then to this reward; playing their favourite game on the biggest hockey stage in the world.  Very cool to watch.

Another good man arranged for our entire party, to have rink side seats for the game with access to the Presidents Club.  Myself, Perry, the Hawco’s and Barry C, all donned suits and dined on Roast Beef before the game in a private club right behind the players bench.  It was hockey luxury.


If you listen closely to the voice of wonder that can be heard in this passage, it is not difficult to hear these words being spoken by an awestruck Petty Harbour boy, a boy who grew up watching his team on television and pretending to be Ken Dryden down on the wharf. There's not a whisper of Rock-Star Entitlement to be heard in that voice as the Man writes about finding himself in a place beyond the Boy's wildest dreams, his childhood friends standing right there by his side. What can instead be heard is wonder and delight, which in turn elicits a response of equal wonder and delight in the reader, along with a heartfelt affection for the Writer. That is what it elicits in this reader.



We all straggled back to the hotel and listened to some rough mixes of the new GBS CD.  The lads seemed to genuinely like the tunes, which is always encouraging.  There are a few numbers on this recording that are unlike anything we’ve ever done.  I was very curious to see how they would react.  I wonder do our friends and family know that we use them as test groups?


The phrase "unlike anything ever done" is being used by others too, and each time as praise, even if on occasion a somewhat bemused praise. Praise is good, and as time passes I am looking forward more and more to this new CD. Great Big Sea has so much room left to explore in terms of their creative potentials and boundaries, and those words "unlike anything we've ever done" are very exciting to hear.  The fact that Alan is carrying the "rough mixes" CD around with him to test out on his friends and his family members sounds like he's happy with what's on that CD and eager to share the new music, and that sounds the most exciting - and the most promising - of all.




It was one of the greatest lads weekends out in my history.  Great cast and spectacular itinerary.


With these words, Alan makes me feel like a person who was fortunate enough to be witness to the giving of a spectacular Christmas present to a very dear and deserving man, a person who played no real role in the acquiring of that present or the ensuing delight caused by its receipt, but still a person who received a substantial measure of collateral delight from the dear and deserving man's expression of his own pleasure.

What Alan's written has made me so glad for his own happiness about how wonderful his Lads' Weekend Out wound up that I am almost all the way past regretting a few of my own well-intentioned but stunned decisions over the course of that same weekend. Almost. I've still got a ways to go to get past regretting the shedding of that gorgeous beard, though. Dear God, it was beautiful, and he looked even better close up than he looked on stage, which is saying a very great deal. Now that is a sweet memory of at least one well-made decision.

One further consolation as regards the loss of the lovely fur: Not only did Alan have one of the greatest Lads' Weekend Out in his history...he also looked absolutely frigging spectacular while that greatest weekend was happening.



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Moving from the excelllent writing back to the excellent show, starting out (and rather appropriately well-timed too) When I'm Up, which was played spectacularly well (and looked equally spectacular), to much crowd pleasure.

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Alan led into Lukey with a charm that wasn't about to settle for anything less than total capitualtion from  his crowd. And total capitulation is exactly what he received.

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The guy I really like, being a charming delight in the spotlight in front of thousands of adoring people.

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And then one of the most powerful - and impressive - moments of this entire show: Great Big Sea in front of a rowdy, pushy, restive, exuberant crowd, teaching that crowd a beautiful new song. The crowd's response to that new song bodes very well for the success of the upcoming CD.


Walk On The Moon, Great Big Sea, Grey Cup Show, Nov. 2007     365 MB (with thanks to Lisa for the video)


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One last note before wrapping up for now, a bit of a correction. It's been pointed out to me (again...we had already talked about it, but I forgot), that the last time the Three Accomplices were all together in one place wasn't St. John's in December of 2004; it was Winnipeg in April of 2005, for the Junos. That was the first time for seeing Alan since the GBS Mile One show that ended the Something Beautiful Tour, with him out on the ice during the Juno Cup, playing like a pro in goal, and then inside the Burt at the Songwriters' Circle, singing like an angel. That SC was where Alan performed Weight Of A Man, his co-write tune with Russell Crowe, and both he and the song were marvellous; that fact alone is probably explanation enough for why most everything else about that weekend tends to slip my mind. I'm surprised I even recall it taking place in Winnipeg.


Part Three in a few days, sooner if I should happen to get lucky with an encore one-upping performance.

18 December 2007

"The Dreams Are All The Same" Part One - The Beginning Of A Serious Weekend, Grey Cup Show & Photos; Plus Alan and Bob Produce ECMA Nominations

The ECMA nominations are out, and special congratulations are due to the Irish Descendants, whose Southern Shore CD was produced by Alan Doyle, and Shanneyganock, whose Fling Out The Flag CD was produced by Bob Hallett: each band has been nominated for a Best Roots/Traditional Group Recording East Coast Music Award. There's some very tough competition in the category this year: the Cormiers, Vishten, and the Rankin Family (whose Reunion CD is probably going to be unbeatable) join the Irish Descendants and Shanneyganock with nominations, as do The Punters for their Beautiful Star CD. Last year, The Punters were nominated in this same ECMA category for their Songs For A Sunday Morning, a CD which was also produced by Alan.   

In some ways, I'm not at all objective here: I want to see Newfoundland bands win awards, and I want even more to see the work both Alan and Bob have done be recognised for how skillfull and accomplished it truly is. Yes, I admit I want to see Alan's work acknowledged and respected most of all. I did say I am not objective. Lucky for me then that I genuinely believe that of the three CDs - the ones by the Irish Descendants, Shanneyganock, and The Punters - Southern Shore is the best of the lot. Though I can also say with all objective honesty that I believe both Southern Shore and Fling Out The Flag to be the best work either band has done thus far. I can't say the same for The Punters' Beautiful Star; that honour goes, in my own opinion, to Songs For A Sunday Morning.

I've still got doubts that any of these three will play David to the Rankin Family's Goliath, especially at a 20th-Anniversary ECMAs in the Maritimes. But I'll keep hoping that all the nominees decide to come to the party to play and promote their music. They might not go home with an ECMA, but I'm willing to wager that they will bring back some good memories of fun times on the Music NL Stage at Dolan's.


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On to the Grey Cup festivities, this time from the beginning. I've gone around and around with myself trying to decide how to straighten out the muddle I've made by writing about and putting up photos from the middle before doing the beginning. I'm still not sure. But while I am deciding whether to do the middle again for the sake of continuity, I can at least go back and do the beginning. There are plenty of photos from the start to keep me busy uploading in the meantime,

There are plenty of photos of this entire show, as I discovered when I started editing, with several reasons for the abundance: it really was a great show, played to the hilt with expert and dazzling showmanship; the lights were outstandingly well done (more on that in a bit), which means a higher ratio of "keeper" shots; and - most important of all, in my own estimation - there was that gorgeous man with his sexy beard. I was 95% sure that the sexy beard was probably not going to be seen on stage or off again for much longer past this weekend; I doubted - correctly, as it turns out - its survival on the gorgeous man's face for much more than a few days after his return home. The more I saw of how good Alan looked with his beard - the more clear it was that this was something that suited him surprisingly and delightfully well - the greater my own desire to preserve the memory, as well as to share the delight.

So lots of pictures, and a few videos - one of Penelope in sound check, two of Penelope during the show (mine and Lisa's), a Walk On The Moon (Lisa's), and a When I Am King (mine). I'll thank Lisa in advance for her WIAK photos too; since my hands were full with videoing the King, if not for her, there would be no photos to go along.

But that's a few entries away. For now, it's the start of the Grey Cup weekend/beginning of the show, and then the first three GBS songs: Donkey Riding, Captain Kidd, and Jack Hinks. Yes, only the first three songs this entry - I did say that I have an abundance of photos - but along with a bit about the opening bands, there's also a few views of Alan's scantily clad Sex Kittens (minus their poles, though that did not to be seem all that much of a hindrance to their undulating opportunism) to be seen, and I feel quite safe in saying that I am absolutely and unequivocally convinced that Alan and his Boy Pack wound up enjoying the Silicon Shtick considerably more than did the pack of hilariously hostile not-bloody-likely-to-be-fond-of-beauty-contestant females who made up the lion's share of the first thousand or so people pressed up against the stage, avidly awaiting their GBS Happy Fix only to find themselves being served up a heaping, jiggling portion of surgically altered Sex Kittens instead. The reaction was as predictable as it was side-splitting.  Yet another in a endlessly fascinating series of Classic GBS Fan Moments; no way I am going to be able to write that moment as good as it deserves, but I will do my best. 


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Alan's not the only one who'd been hatching plans and enlisting accomplices months in advance of the Grey Cup weekend. This was going to be the first time since December of 2004 (St. John's, cancelled GBS show at Mile One) that the three members of my away squad were together in one place again; I see each of the other two accomplices - one lives in Seattle, the other in St. John's - regularly, but they had not seen each other since that weekend (and we did wind up making quite a weekend out of it, despite the show cancellation) three years ago. We each bought the ticket that covered all three MTCC shows, two of us were going to the game as well, and I was still waffling about the Middle Groundedness of the Gilda show, though that one was going to be solo if I decided to do it since the other two would have headed back to their respective homes to lead their respective grownup lives by then.

The original plan had been to all come in on the Thursday and spend the whole time together, but the slings and arrows of outrageous reality - along with Air Canada's pissy flight schedules - bollixed up that plan. One of us wound up coming in on Thursday, another late Friday night. I flew in to Toronto from St. John's painfully early Friday morning...there is a damn good reason why the 5 am flight is the cheapest option. It sucks to be flying out while the airport Tim's counter is still dark and deserted.

When I got to the hotel, the two of us pretty much just pissed around, having a good time spending time together, wandering around the PATH system, checking out the cavernous venue, watching the teeming hordes dressed from head to toe in Riders Green. Somehow, we eventually wound up at my favourite TO pub. Sausages and Guinness appeared before us, as if by magic. Despite our best intentions, we never made it to the show that night. The third accomplice finally arrived later that evening, and somehow we all wound up back at the pub again. As is to be expected of a serious weekend, I suppose.

The next day two of us went a-roving once again (the third went to a play), taking in the sights and the sounds of celebration in the midst of the Big Smoke. Down at the MTCC, that celebration grew more chaotic. Riderville was packed, the line to get in snaking down the length of the huge entryway. The Atlantic Schooners East Coast Kitchen Party was predictably cheesy and could have been subtitled Stereotypes R Us. The impromptu tumbling competition put on by the cheer teams was wonderful; unlike the scantily clad, amply endowed cheerleaders (for the most part, only one baby step removed from the pole dancers) who strutted around demanding to be seen and of course hopelessly longed for (You'll never be able to fuck me, buddy, so dream on), the tumblers were off in a corner of the big hall making some very impressive moves....to each other. I thought that was cool and I was really happy to see them get their few moments out on the field during the commercial breaks in the Grey Cup game. They made some impressive moves there too, and they were getting cheered enthusiastically by a pair of ladies way up in the nosebleed seats, just as we cheered them and clapped for them down at the end of the hall in the MTCC.

The "venue" itself was a bit odd. It was God-only-knows-how-many levels down in the bowels of the MTCC (which apparently descends halfway to the nearest edge of Dante's outermost Circle) and was (is) a gigantic cavern of an exhibition hall, actually two exhibition halls joined together. Just a big open cave of a room  - my very first thought was, "Oh man, the sound is going to suck muchly" - with a stage down at one end, two big screens on either side, and a raised  "VIP area" to the audience's left (this is where the floor would get its arse kicked during GBS's set).

The rest of the huge room (huge as in big enough to accommodate a standing crowd upwards of ten thousand) was lined around the edges with moderately shlocky displays advertising vqrious and sundry products. There was a Tums Roulette Wheel I never quite figured out, and some sort of tie-in between Lays chips and pool tables I didn't need to figure out...I just collected my free bags of chips and moved along. Some of the products were promoting an occasionally tenuous connection to the Grey Cup, others seemed utterly random. There were several beer areas, of course, and even a whiskey kiosk (I wondered why they didn't just call it a Whiskiosk). There was an adorable blow-up Argo (big, big boy) who I wish I'd gotten a picture of - a money shot sort of picture - since the charming curve of his arse looked quite pleasurably famliar to me. Memories will have to suffice, to quote Bob, and I am sure he would love being so quoted in this particular context.

We hung around most of the afternoon, eating soggy pizza and free chips, and watched. There was entertainment (of sorts) going on nonstop - cheerleaders bouncing, amateur rock stars living the dream for a few minutes, and a very good turn taken by the Argo Notes marching band (doubly cool to see a woman kicking arse on the tuba). There were boisterous Riders fans and much lower-key Bombers fans (I suspect a lot of those subdued Bomber fans are now TO transplants all full of their immigrant coolness) all over the place, and what looked to be a fair number of wandering GBS fans too. The folks promoting the 2008 Montreal Grey Cup were working the crowd diligently. It was loud and noisy and pulsing with energy and a thousand interesting sights...and I loved it.  I believe there are some people in this world whose heart's desire is to be watched with admiring and fascinated eyes  - Alan is one of those people, for sure - and others who dearly love to do the watching. I'll put myself in that latter group without hesitation.

We'd already chatted with the security folks manning the two sets of doors, getting different stories from each group, as is almost always how it goes. As best we could tell, piecing the differing versions together, the big room would stay open until 5 pm, then it would be cleared and locked down for sound check. That's when they expected the lineup to form in front of the set of doors designated for entry. All well and good as a plan, but when 5 pm came, there were still a shitload of folks drinking in the beer area, and it didn't seem all that likely that paying customers would be so rudely shown the doors, not while they still had money in their pockets with which to purchase that warm Molson in plastic cups. There still no lineup in front of the not-closed-yet entry doors, though you could see a few lingering people keeping a close eye on the situation. Inside, up near the stage, there was another batch hovering and hoping they'd be able to stay inside and sidle up into prime position without bothering with any lineup at all.

It's all a familiar part of the dance - so predictable that any other steps would cause me to stumble in sheer surprise.

Lisa (who had rejoined us after her play ended) and Christina went out to get in line, and I stayed inside, no doubt in my mind that they'd have to clear the place eventually (otherwise, collecting tickets was going to be quite a challenge), but hoping against hope that they'd leave the doors open long enough for sound check. I love sound check. There have been some GBS shows where I have enjoyed sound check as much as, if not more than, the show itself.  Most of all, I love how Alan is at sound check, the times he isn't stressed or exhausted or pressured and he feels free to let all of his eager anticipation for what lies just ahead of him come out to play. Those are the times I love sound check with all of my heart.

But I also know that it's much easier to be an intrusion and distraction at sound check than not to be. And I know about all of those times when stress, exhaustion, and pressure take precedence over eager anticipation. So on those occasions where I am fortunate enough to see and hear sound check, I try very hard to keep repeating the admonishing words "Low profile, you silly twit" in my mind. Sometimes, I even listen.

There were high tables and bar stools set up maybe 30-40 or so feet from the stage, with a few dozen lingerers at them, about half being people there for the purposes of socialisation, the other half getting themselves into what they hoped would be prime launching position for the show. I sat at an empty table and waited for what I like best. It was clear from the way Brit was hustling about and working his arse off setting up that there was a time deadline at work; I expected to see a familiar sweet face come bounding out onto the stage any second.

Yes and no. The sweet face came bounding out, right on cue, but there was something off about the familiarity. I have shitty eyesight, even with my glasses on, and I was a distance from the stage. Even so, there seemed to be some sort of shadow below Alan's chin, on his lower face too...and then he turned his head and the stage light fully illuminated the side of his face. From that moment on, I don't think I stopped smiling for the rest of the evening.

They ran through Shines Right Through, with me grinning like a fool the whole time. Absolutely gorgeous, sight and sound. Then they started to get ready to do Penelope and Alan said something about Pat coming out now.  Could it be, I wondered...and sure enough, out strolls  Patrick Boyle, trumpet in hand. Pat Boyle is one of the most versatile, talented musicians I've ever come across; I've seen him play gypsy jazz with Duane Andrews, alt rock with Mark Bragg, and indulge in pure unadulterated jazz geekhood with buddy Jeff Hurley (I so hope that name is right, since I am having to dredge it out of the dim recesses of a 7-month-old memory).  Pat Boyle is to the consummate sideman what Alan Doyle is to the consummate frontman. Anyone who is familiar with how highly I think of Alan knows what kind of praise that is coming from me.

At this point I wasn't sure if they were just farting around with a good friend who's moved to TO for grad school and maybe Pat wouldn't be back out onstage to play his trumpet for Penelope during the actual show. Hell, at this point I wasn't even sure if the pressure on Alan to forever remain the neverchanging Great Big Sea Guy might mean that maybe the sexy beard wasn't going to make it back out onstage for the actual show either. If either one of those unhappy alternatives occurred, that would mean the two accomplices waiting so generously outside the now-closed doors would have missed it all. A whole lot of other people too. Maybe.

When in doubt, video. Not exactly low-profile, and probably just as predictable as are all of the other dance steps, but no regrets when it comes to saving and sharing something beautiful.


Penelope, Great Big Sea & Pat Boyle, Sound Check, Grey Cup Festival Show, Nov. 2007    (145 MB)


Even though it did wind up that both Pat and the sexy beard made it to the Main Event - and there are two closer, better videos coming of Penelope as performed during the show - I'm still rather partial to this video myself. When I watch it, I find myself grinning from ear to ear all over again, filled with that same feeling of eager anticipation for what lies just ahead.

Not long after GBS got through their Penelope run-through, the event security people finally made their room-clearing announcement, perhaps because the number of paying customers in the beer areas had sufficiently dwindled by then, pockets likely emptied out by now. Fair enough, since I'd already seen what I most wanted to see. I came out to what was still a fairly negligible lineup (maybe 50 or so at a bit after 6 pm, though the numbers would increase substantially between then and doors-open time at 7 pm) and joined my two friends, who were right behind the people first in line, a group of college students who'd driven down from Sudbury just to see GBS and who had been hanging around by the doors for hours. Excellent people for the band to have up front and centre, is what I thought at the time, though I had my doubts that they'd be able to hold their ground if the crowd turned assholish and began to push forward. More all-too-predictable dance steps.

Waiting less than an hour in line - indoors yet, and with bathrooms a mere few feet away - for a GBS show that's drawing close to eight thousand people is about as civilised as it gets, certainly a world away from what we'd experienced at Loch Ness, as well as in so many other places. We chatted with the university students, and I let each friend in turn watch my sound-check video on the camera display, not needing to say a word to a pair of clear-eyed ladies not at all impaired with my own shitty vision. Oh my God, said the first one, the sight of a sexy furry face making her grin the exact same grin I was already wearing. What? What? queried the second. I turned the camera toward her, and there was the grin again, third time the charm, a triumvirate of admiring approval given to an already-good-looking man who was looking exceptionally good this night. That threesome of happy little Cheshire Cats would keep right on beaming their admiring approval from Donkey Riding all the way through Rant & Roar.

But before that were the opening acts, as well as the predictable crowd nonsense. Some of each wound up being better and worse, respectively, than I had anticipated. I hadn't been particularly looking forward to Spirit Of The West's show-opening set; I've seen them twice before and neither time was memorable for any of the right reasons. This third time was much better, maybe at least partly because they did a shorter set and focused more on their "rockier"-sounding songs. And the drummer did not come out front to waste God knows how much time on that foolish singalong routine I saw him do the other two times. I'm still not overly impressed with the front man's  "Michael Stipe On Seizure's Edge" performance approach, but they kept the crowd with them and didn't play badly at all. The story about the photograph of the little boy clinging to the statue's phallic handhold was very well done, as was the song it was introducing, If Venice Is Sinking. Of course they had to wind things up with Home For A Rest; it appears to be their Old Black Rum. Enough said.

I would have been glad to take few pictures of SoTW, but I had an asshole directly behind me who kept pretending to be swept up in the enthusiasm, a transparent ploy to keep crashing into me and the young lady to my right (one of the group of university students who were at the front of the line and who had made it front and centre along the barrier). The sorry excuse for a grownup behind me had pushed her way up through the rest of the crowd soon after SoTW began playing, along with several of her very bestest friends, and she spent the rest of the SoTW set crashing and crashing and crashing against us, which made photography out of the question. Still, in spite of the fool behind me, the band in front of me was much better than I'd hoped they might be; the short, tight set - one not played in front of their own fans - did well to showcase their genuine strengths. The sound wasn't anywhere near as bad as I thought it was going to be, and the lights looked very promising.



What was to be the evening's Comedy Factor started immediately after SoTW left the stage. While the crew was doing their teardown/setup behind the closed curtains, the crowd was being entertained by an out-of-sync chorus line of leggy lasses clad in leather short-shorts, each and every one of them undulating to the sound of her very own drummer. Best of all was the one down on the far left, who really didn't need a pole to get the idea across. I am not sure if these are the same scantily clad Sex Kittens who inspired Alan to empty his pockets at the next day's BNL show; I'm not even sure if they are the same scantily clad Sex Kittens who would come out after the next set to compete for the hotly contested and deeply respected title of "Miss CFL". For all I know, there was an endless supply of scantily clad Sex Kittens (most of them looking a bit on the high-mileage end of the useage spectrum) in the MTCC that weekend. Or maybe it was all one single solitary group of Sex Kitten women surgically altered so as to be fundamentally indistinguishable one from the other. I'm still not sure.

But what I am sure of is the precipitous drop in ambient temperature that occurred when the leggy sort-of dancers began to strut their stuff on that stage. And such sour faces to be seen in the crowd, to the left of me and to the right of me, behind as well. When buddy finally came out to introduce the next band, he started out asking the crowd to give a hand to the ladies as they bounced their way offstage. I heard a few scattered hoots and hollers from way back in the crowd - maybe as far back as the interminable line for beer tickets - and figured some of the fellows were eyeballing the goods up on the stage-adjacent big screens. But up at the front...damn, there was a frosty chill in the air, enough ice for a hockey game. Things would be heating up a bit later, though.



Before I read what Alan wrote in his journal about the Lowest Of The Low, they were just a name I had heard here and there; based on that name, I'd assumed they were a spoof-type band. After learning from Alan - who pointed out how critically acclaimed this band has been - just how incorrect that assumption had been, I was looking forward to seeing what these guys were like. Despite the murky sound being a bit less kind to their music than it had been to SoTW's (or would be to GBS's), I liked a lot of what I could hear. They have their own sound, distinctive, and I would have liked the chance to see them again, though that seems unlikely now, given the "hanging it up" notice over on their website. Whatever they choose to do, I wish them well, and I am grateful I got at least the one chance to see them play live.

I did manage to get a few halfway decent photos, quite the accomplishment since the idiot behind me, who had fallen into a quiescent sulk during the Undulating Pulchritude Interlude, was back at it again with redoubled force and renewed vigour. She had been focusing mostly on smashing into the little girl (well, "little" in age, at least) to my right, who looked about ready to give up holding onto her place, so I shifted over to my left and let the pushy idiot in next to me. Where she promptly began trying to push me farther over, trying to make room for the rest of her friends still pressing up behind us. Predictable, as ever. When I told her I was not moving over any more so she could very well stop the frigging pushing, her dimwitted response was "This is a GA show". Yes, of course, that excuses any and all shit-headedly selfish behaviour. Predictably so.

There are times I wonder if such jerks realise that the band members whose attention they are working so hard to capture have a perfect vantage point for seeing chronologically adult women pushing kids aside so they can hang their own saggy tits over the barrier. Do they think such actions particularly impress the objects of their pursuit, I wonder, especially considering how many thousands of times those objects of pursuit have seen exactly the same boorish actions commited by people facelessly interchangeable with themselves? As well as seeing the identically same saggy tits countless times.


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When SoTW had left the stage, I was relieved about not feeling at all like they had outstayed their welcome. I wouldn't have minded hearing a bit more of LoTL. But that would have cut into Part Two of the Comedy Portion of the program.



Once again, the curtains closed and scurrying teardown/setup noises could be heard. But this time, we got more than merely a leather-clad rhythm-challenged chorus line with multiple-soloist delusions. This time, we got a full Beauty Contest, complete with "celebrity judges" (and I think one bold opportunist who slipped into a vacant seat uninvited...talk about your Cheshire Cat grin). The girls pranced out, shook their wares a bit, and then each of them was "interviewed" by buddy.


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As the "contest" progressed, the audience chill rapidly reversed itself into a blaze of hostility. It got more than a little ugly. The two sourpusses to the left of Lisa were so visibly unhappy about the proceedings that the pro photographer inside the barrier looked a bit startled by their expressions and asked them if they were alright. I saw similarly sour faces behind me and to my right. Even the boys who were part of the university group had the look on their faces that men get when they know better than to ogle openly in the presence of their pissed-off women.

A woman behind me started to heckle the Pulchritudinous Ones, screaming "Skank! Skank! Skank!" as loudly as she could. This became unintentionally hilarious during Miss British Columbia's "interview," which was comprised of the request that she inform the crowd about all the many things that make  living in Vancouver so special. Miss BC was dithering on about two of the wonderful things she could think of to do in Vancouver, flailling about while trying come up with a number three wonderful thing, all while the shrieks of "Skank! Skank! Skank! were being hurled up at her from behind my right shoulder. Miss Bright Bulb looked down into the face of the screamer, struggling to make out what was being bellowed at her, Suddenly, everything made sense in her little world. "Oh yes!" she chirped, her frozen smile amping up another few hundred megawatts. "And we have skiing in Vancouver too." Giggle. She then beamed a vacuously grateful smile down toward her "helpful" screamer, who kept right on hurling insults at her.


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"Give the ladies a big hand," buddy implored the crowd yet again. The scattered cheers began somewhere midway back in the crowd. Up front, you could cut the hostilty with a double-edged knife.

Up to this point, I'll confess that I'd been laughing myself silly, albeit with what I hope was a modicum of discretion. As soon as they started setting up the "beauty contest," I was thinking to myself, Buddy, this is a diehard Great Big Sea crowd pressed up here against the barrier and breathing down your neck, a lot of them waiting anxiously for their happy fantasy to take the stage. And you're bringing out slinky, sexy women instead? Are you trying to get yourself drawn and quartered? Are you really so keen on losing those family jewels?  And standing there next to a doctor, watching her peer disdainfully at mismatched implants and shake her head disgustedly at bungled nose jobs - as well as hear her sigh disapprovingly at the sight of several painfully protruding rib cages - was not exactly helping to decrease the pervasive ludicrousness of the moment. 

During the debacle, I was wondering what kind of a fucking moron tries to mix a moderately sleazy high-mileage-commodity oglefest inexpertly disguised as a beauty pageant with an avid, impatient, needy, increasingly lubricated GBS crowd? Then it hit me: Whoever had this bright idea is still stuck somewhere back in 1999, thinking that GBS's core audience - the ones most likely to be there this night -  was still largely made up of shitfaced hell-raising boys (chronologically and otherwise), the kind of fellows who would all empty their pockets for rounds of warm Molson in plastic cups while enjoying every single second of that oglefest. Football, warm Molson, gravity-defying tits, and the Quintessential Party Band...what more could a pack of shitfaced hell-raising boys possibly want? But even though those boys were indeed present (most of them back in the interminable beer line), someone had neglected to take into consideration the emotionally demanding, hostile-to-fantasy-disruption (all the borders of GBSunshineland have wishful-thinking No Bimboz Allowed signs prominently displayed), chronologically mature female demographic. That demographic was decidely unhappy in the present moment.

It got considerably less funny when I thought of it that way. Pissing off people in the front rows of the crowd right before a band takes the stage isn't doing that band any favours. I don't think it had any lasting negative effect over on our side of the crowd - which did seem to get fairly pushy a few rows back (most of the people behind me kept changing, a fairly reliable sign of crowd turbulence) but which was simply peachy up front once I switched spots and handed the pushy bitch on my right over to Christina - but I do wonder if it played any role at all in what sounds like a pretty shitty time for some over on the right side of that crowd.

I wondered several times during the show if something ugly might be happening over there, based on the change in Bob's demeanour during the course of the show. Bob came out like a house afire - they all did - but partway in, he was starting to look what my Mom would have called "a bit peaked". My first assumption was that perhaps he was feeling under the weather (after the Vanier Cup show and his performing with meningitis, that is probably always going to be my first assumption), but now that I've heard stories of some really bad behaviour taking place on his side of the crowd, I'm not at all sure what to think. Though it seems safe enough to say that getting a crowd pissed off sure isn't likely to help calm anyone down or encourage good behaviour. As selfish as it sounds, I was glad to be where I was; some of those nearby might have been sourpusses, but at least for the most part they were well-behaved sourpusses.

Finally the stage was cleared and it was time for GBS's set. I've heard that they're the ones who asked to go on third, leaving Emerson Drive to wrap up the show. If that's true, it was a smart move to make with a crowd likely to just get drunker and crankier as time went on. Plus it gave them some post-show time to enjoy themselves too, as detailed by Alan in his journal entry. A great show in front of a huge crowd in the Centre of the Universe, followed by some fun times with friends and family at the pub - that sounds a lot like the best of both worlds.

One last note before actually getting to the photos, which certainly should have all loaded by now, for those who have actually read all of this, that is. The lights at this show were wonderful, quite likely among the best lighting examples I have seen at any GBS shows. I wish I knew enough about the specifics of lighting to be able to explain why that's so in definitive terms, but I don't. All I can say is that I could see the band members - and I think everyone else could too - all of them, no matter where they were on the stage, up at stage edge or back by the drum kit. No canyons of darkness between islands of blindingly bright light, and no murky blackness swallowing up most of the power of any audience interaction that takes place away from their mics.

At this show, when Alan or Sean came to the edge of the stage, they were still in light, and could still be clearly seen. That has not been happening at most of their shows for some time now. For awhile now, their light setup has looked a lot like one designed for a band where the members all stand riveted to the spot directly in front of their mics; the lights themselves move - at times blindingly so - but as soon as the performers themselves move, more often than not they are lost in shadow. Doesn't make a whole lot of sense considering how much Alan moves around on stage (and Sean too during some numbers) and how hard he works to play to as many people as he can in any crowd, but that's how it has been at many recent shows.

Other than there simply being more light everywhere on the stage (and less silly fog too), I'm not sure what else was happening to make it so much better at this show. I don't know if someone was actually actively working a tracking spot while they performed - instead of relying on a preprogrammed lighting sequence -  a light that kept them visible as they moved across the stage, or if it was more a matter of not having the dark canyons there in the first place. Maybe a lot of it was those very cool (and probably outrageously expensive) light panels behind them; that may account for the overall difference in the quality of the light too (less of the frigging red, and more of a golden hue). Whatever it was, it looked good, and I am talking about much more than photos. They looked good, as well as classy and professional. Whatever it was that was making that happen, it sure would be nice to see more of it.

Way more than enough blather; on to the show.


Set list for this show. Clearest was not done, and Rant & Roar followed after Fortune.

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Five photos from Donkey Riding, a song I do not like, a song I wish they'd move away encouraging their audience to expect as the only possible GBS-show opener...and a song I may have enjoyed this night more than I've ever enjoyed it all the many times I have heard it before. They ditched the self-mocking edge and played the song with a fierce intensity, grabbing that turbulent crowd by its (mostly metaphorical) balls. And the beard was gorgeous.

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No let-up in intensity for Captain Kidd. In the third photo, Alan's emphatic performing lifts him into mid-air. In the next shot he can be seen assessing the crowd, with the first of several "What the fuck is going on over there?" looks toward the raised VIP area, where the floor was already nearing its end. And the last shot is the best I could do to catch his whirlwind of an ending flourish.

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A long series of shots from Jack Hinks. From the moment Alan asked the crowd to count them in to another commanding flourish at the final chord, this was the song where they really brought the crowd together and made it their own from this point on, all the way to the end of their performance.

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My was-getting-better thumb is starting to raise a little hell now, so that's going to be all for a bit. I'll keep on adding entries as I get the pictures uploaded, probably with somewhat less blather for the rest. There were a lot of pictures, so there will be quite a few entries, as befits such a serious weekend. I'm eventually going to put it all in that semi-mythical photo album I keep putting off doing, but for sure that won't happen till I am back on high speed again. I want to put up some of the best photos in their original high-res size, and that's just not happening here on my dialup.

17 December 2007

"Higher Than Any Bird Ever Flew" - Saying Goodbye To A Songsmith


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An only child
Alone and wild
A cabinet maker's son
His hands were meant
For different work
And his heart was known
To none --
He left his home
And went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me
A gift I know I never
Can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn't wait
He earned his love
Through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.

My brothers' lives were
Different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago
And the other to St. Paul
And I'm in Colorado
When I'm not in some hotel
Living out this life I've chose
And come to know so well.

I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go --
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, Pap, I dont think I
Said 'I love you' near enough --

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul --
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I'm just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.
- Dan Fogelberg

15 December 2007

"Choices I Don't Regret" - A Man To Be Proud Of, With Or Without Facial Hair

Just a couple of very quick notes before heading out for what is going to be a long day of Ho-Ho-Ho-ing...


As can be seen in this Telegram  photo and blurb, Alan and the rest of the Daffodil Place  fundraising team are still working hard, and with continuing success, to make the dream come true:

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The Newfoundland and Labrador Credit Union charitable foundation announced Friday the Charity of Choice for the 2008 Walk-A-Thon will be Daffodil Place. Attending the announcement were, (from left) Alan Doyle , co-chairman of Daffodil Place, Ray Piercy, foundation board member, Allison Chaytor-Loveys, fo